If I die in custody it’ll be something I never wanted even when I wanted to die every day since I realized it doesn’t get better.
If I die in custody I won’t be listening to the Idiot by Iggy Pop but y’all should be for me.
If I die in custody at least my best friend won’t have to find my body in my apartment a week after my death. Although he still might have a body to ID.
If I die in custody at least my mom is dead and won’t have to cry about it.
If I die in custody tell my dad I didn’t do anything wrong. Tell my nieces and nephew your auncle would want you to laugh about it. Y’all best be cracking jokes about these cops, this city, the system and this pansy.
If I die in custody you make sure I get a good hashtag. Use the name I gave myself. Forget what the birth certificate says. Spell it all out. Don’t stop at a nickname. And use the right pronoun.
If I die in custody make sure the world knows they got me for being black, Latino and queer. I had three strikes against me so I guess I deserved it.
If I die in custody make sure a white dude writes a poem about it. I want as much airplay as possible.
If I die in custody I’ll never know what happens in Swamp Thing #40.
If I die in custody they got one more geeky nigger off the streets.
If I die in custody smoke a bowl for me – the good shit. And don’t waste no liquor on me. My soul’s all good now. You need the drink more than I do.
If I die in custody I hope somebody comes up with some better ghetto camo so y’all can hide from cops after I’m gone cuz y’all’s probably next.
If I die in custody I know who I’ll haunt.
If I die in custody I might have gone out like a punkass bitch. I’m not gonna lie. Ain’t no reason to start frontin now. I might have cried. Maybe I begged. But it’s only cuz I knew I’d miss y’all and maybe you’d miss me too. I’m not afraid of dying but I don’t want to go out like that without saying goodbye. I’m not gonna leave without letting y’all know I’m out. We in this together till I say I can’t take no more.